Spiritual Agitation

I think God lets us get spiritually agitated every once in a while. I think it serves to help us not get comfortable with our relationship with Him. The problem is....is that it can cause someone to turn away from God as well. When you feel spirituall agitated, you realize that something is bothering you. If you don't have a good focus on God and the leading of the Spirit...you could look to something else to try and fix what is bothering you.....

I don't know...I'm rambling. I went to the Christian bookstore today. I've been in a bad mood recently.... stress and everything. I wanted to kill some time so I walked around and looked for a new book to dive into.

I found some that I would have normally bought. "Jesus as life coach" seemed kind of interesting. I'm usually drawn to those leadership type books. I also picked up the "Wild at Heart" journal. I just got Christianity Today and read the article on John Eldredge. I thought maybe I needed to do some more manly things...like go buy a gun! hehe.... When I picked up the journal, I read something about dealing with your past issues. The problem is, is that I don't feel I have any unresloved past issues with my dad or mom or childhood or whatever. I'm sure if I dug deep enough I could come up with something....like..... Oh yeah, I'm hurt that dad sold his 69 Jag before I was of driving age. I never got to drive it...or at least legally! ;-)

Whatever on the journal.... Maybe I'll do it some other time. I just felt really restless. Email me if you know what I mean! I finally just bought two cd's. The new Matt Redman cd and Darrell Evans - Consuming Fire.

I'm going to listen to my new cd's. Peace!